mer de memoire

I AM TIRED......

2008-10-02T05:01:00.001+08:00

I am tired
So tired
Tired of all the things I have been doing
College, Work, Life

Why am I always thinking so far ahead
Why is it me
Why is it that I am not who I want to be
Why is that I have to go throught this on my own

Questions after questions
Endlessly wandering in my heart
What do I do next
How should I do it

To say goodbye farewell?
Or to live on the pain I am having?

Please... I am TIRED...

SONY PS3 LANDED IN 1UTAMA

2008-09-22T01:38:00.010+08:00

The long awaited Sony PS3 is finally here in Malaysia!! wooohooo~~~ =)

Saturday, 20th September 2008, the official launch was held at New Wing 1Utama (the same place where Daughtry's concert was held). The event started off on Friday actually, with the highlight of the day, the 24 hour game marathon that was listed in the Malaysia Book of Records. Man, some people really sat there from 10am until the next morning for the competition... =.=

well, I wasnt there to queue up all night long to get my hands on the PS3 (I AM NOT A GAMER...) I was there for the very unique 'beauty pageant' Sony Malaysia held, the Sony PS3 Game Girl Competition. No.. IT ISN'T a gaming competition. We did not play any games or compete with one another in some game sessions. We did catwalks, gave the best of our talents, and Q&A.

And I won!! yay!! Im going to HK in December! I still cant believe that I won a PS3.. but its not with me. They are going to snail mail it to me and god knows how long that will take..

Heres some pictures to update the event.. (Im just too lazy to type, so the pictures will do all the talking)

This is contestant no 7 reporting!

Photo session after the crowning ceremony.

2 other pretties missing...

(L-R) Rachel, Patricia, Vivien, Shernny, Me, Cassandra, Suki, Clareen and Yu

Clareen, Amelia, Cassandra, Shernny, Me and Patricia posing =)

Amelia, Me and Ginny!

The conclusion of the day? Everyone is a winner! We all are! Because We dare to be who we are!

BANGKOK Here I come~

2008-09-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

I am sitting at Station 1 Cafe at Puchong

came here purposely to email a project work to Parames

and now all I am doing is waiting for 6am

while BB is playing Lexitron on my iPhone...

10 of us will be leaving for Bangkok on the 8.25am flight

arriving at Bangkok approximately 9 plus Thai time

4D3N holiday at Bangkok is what we have been waiting for

and we have all waited for a total of NINE (09) months

we are all thrilled that FINALLY, the day has arrived

but mind you, the riot that is happening in Bangkok right now

regarding Thai's PM Samak (what a name) =D

we are worried for our safety too

but it is very sad if we had to cancel the long awaited trip just like that

so, we have all agreed that there is nothing that would stand against us and Bangkok!!

BB and I are bringing 2 luggages, 1 big and 1 kecik

the kecik one to put our few pieces of clothes and toiletries

and the big one to put ALL the things that we're gonna shop for in Bangkok!!

yayayayyayayayay!!!!!!

cant wait to arrive in Bangkok!

but hor.... right after the trip got mid term exams already...

sobs sobs sobs sobs sobs....

WHY WHY WHY????

and I have not touched the notes YET! &$%(#&%

seriously, I dont think I have got all that Mr Ruly, Mr Valen and Ms Maha has taught so far

I think Im kinda slacking in class.... OMG!

what am I going to do...

0,0

whatever it is, I am so going to enjoy myself and shop till my shoulders drop!!!

mauahahhahaha!!!!

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here I come Bangkok!!

LOVE VS MONEY

2008-09-09T02:39:00.005+08:00

how much does love costs to you?

how much love do you have for your family?

how much love do you have for yourself?

how much love do you have for money?

how much money do you have??

10 years after Money No Enough, Jack Neo and his team came up with the sequel

MONEY NO ENOUGH 2

a hilarious yet heart melting comedy

that highlights the common life of Singaporeans

where the persuit of money is a never ending passion

and the precidaments faced by families

the story revolves around three brothers of a middle-income background

where all three of them represents different groups of people in Singapore:-

business owners, white and blue collar workers

with a family of their own and a health-deteriorating mother

while the story highlights the good times that the family enjoys in the beginning

dear old mother's health worsen as days her remaining time ticks away

the three brothers were earning quick and easily

but as the saying goes 'things that comes fast, goes fast'

very soon, each one of them faced the worst times of their lives

losing their business, losing their homes, losing their jobs

and like what all children do when they are broke

they turn to their dear old mother who gave them all her savings without hesitation

(its so touching to see Mother -Lai Ming- empty her savings inside a cracker tin)

even the youngest brother's wife had to fraud her company's funds to help her husband

she lied saying the money was from her father

and was sentenced to a year imprisonment for fraud

yet she never complained, not a single word

as days go by, dear old mother's health was taking a toll

she had Alzhemier and had no control of her bladder

while it was near impossible to care for their mother while working extra hard to earn a living

the three brothers resorted to sending dear old mother to an old folk's home

the climax of the story was when dear old mother gave up her own life

to save her grand-daughter, Stella (we have the same name!! =D)

she pulled off her oxygen tubes after hearing about the lack of B- blood in the hospital

which is also needed in order to save Stella

a comedy as people said

but I think I cried much more than I could laugh

Jack Neo and his team did an impressive job in this movie

all the songs in the entire movie was written for the movie

and each word held important meanings

this movie made me realize how important family is

it also made me learn that money is of vital importance in life

it may be true when people say

'Money can buy everything, but money cant buy happiness/love'

but Money No Enough 2 has shown that

'Without money, can die lor....' (=

this is a double thumbs-up movie that everyone should watch

if you are not a Chinese, dont worry!

there are subtitles for you to read

I had to read subtitles too because I did not understand their Hokkien =p

I strongly recommend this movie to all

because although I have watched it a a few days ago

my eyes are watery as I typed this

because every heart-touching scene had been engraved in my mind

take a look at the trailer... 5/5 ;-)

I truly learnt the real meaning of FAMILY

Father And Mother I Love You!

"A happy family is but an early heaven"

AWAY

2008-08-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

I will be off to the Pearl Of the Orient, Penang Island!

tomorrow at 8.15 am!!!! =D

i cant wait for morning to come to board the bus to Sungai Nibong bus terminal

will be there with BB until monday for our Merdeka Holidays!!

so many activities have been lined up by my dear cuz sis and her mom

specially for me and BB since we're visiting

i haven step foot on Penang since 2006

i miss Penang

asam laksa

char keow teow

gurney plaza

queensbay mall

tanjung bungah

kek lok si

komtar

and lots more!!!!

i'll be back on monday with lots of pictures and stories to share!!

till then,

adios amigos!!

FAB-U-LOUS

2008-08-28T22:18:00.017+08:00

BB and i were on our way to KL

for dinner - we had a lot of food tonite!!

~ nasi lemak with ayam masak merah, sotong, kerang and fried egg ~

~ 2 bowls of yummylicious beef noodles ~

and to purchase bus tickets for our lil holiday to Penang Island on sat..

we were listening to songs and talking a lot of crap &%@#(*@

because the rain caused traffic jam along the highway

see the amount of cars there?

and take a look at the sky...

i had the chance to jog at TTDI Park in the evening,

1 1/2 laps.......

and the rain started pouring! #&%@

so we ended up going to KL for dinner since i only had sandwich from college as lunch

and while BB was driving, i was so restless...

all i could do was to talk and ask a lot of things... (=

and this was the response BB gave me...

'the talk-all-u-want-i-am-not-listening look'

as i continued talking and BB being NOT attentive,

Ashley Tisdale a.k.a. Sharpay's FAB-U-LOUS (HSM2) came along,

i was listening to everyword she sang....

these few lines came about...

Iced tea imported from England,
Lifeguards imported from Spain,
Towels imported from Turkey,
Turkey imported from Maine..

'iced tea from England'

'lifeguards from Spain'

'towels from Turkey'

'turkey from Maine'

that was what i had in mind! =D

hahahahahah....

cute...

*wink wink*

Fetch me my jimmy choo flip flops,
Where is my pink prada tote?
I need my tiffany hair band,
And then I can go for a float.

Jimmy Choo's

Prada

Tiffany & Co.

wow... if only i was her *dreamingly*

*poof*

back to reality...

hahahahah

being the curious me,

i searched on youtube for videos of Sharpay's song

Guess what i found!!!

its so so so so so CUTE!!!

hahahahah....

tell me how would you like to be Sharpay for a day?? ;-)

hugsssss *

ITS BLUE...

2008-08-27T20:49:00.007+08:00

Rainy day

Mary J. Blige

[Ja Rule]
Hey yeah
Rule Baby, heh
Mary J. Blige
Murda INC.
Smile

Chorus

[Mary]
It's just those rainy days
Spend a lifetime tryin' to wash away
Until the sun comes out and shines again
Smile for me, smile for me

[Ja]
All of Those rainy days
Spend your lifetime tryin' to wash away
Til the sun shines and I see your face
Smile at me, smile at me

Verse 1

[Mary]
We were always living so crazy and sexy and cool
And we begin to love it (begin to love it)
Watchin all of the heartache and pain of the world
And thinkin nothin of it ( thinkin nothin of it)
Baby I got a love for you
And I know that you got me, baby (got me baby)
But every time the sun shines bright
It get so cloudy yeaaa

Chorus

Interlude
[M]- Nobody loves the rain
[J]- Can't stand it, It always seem to fall
[M]- Baby handle it
Baby didn't we tell ya before about chasin those waterfalls
(chasin waterfalls)
[Both]- Yeah (Repeat)

Verse 2
[Ja]
Mary baby
Sometimes the Rule don't mind the rain
It kinda feels like I'm drownin in the Lords pain
Until the sun comes out and shines again
Smile, give me reason to keep belivin
That everything ain't misleadin
And I, kiss the clouds on a rainy days
And, smile for you when ya skies are gray
Babe, cuz imma tear drop away from cryin
And few shots away from dyin
Dear Lord, would you shower my pain
Let it rain, let it rain on me
While I cherish the air I breathe
I'm an angel, that can't soar, can't fly
And I, mastered Lord knows why

Chorus

Verse 3
[Mary]
I feel like an angel (Mend my broken wings)
So I can soar again (Lord let me in)
Baby through all the passion the pain and the hurt,
I feel like I'm fallin, Yeah
And givin love to those that, Spread love
And for those who can't take it , Stand up
Baby we gon make it
In the words of Marvin Gay
War is not the answer

Interlude
Chorus

[Mary]
Smile, smile, smile, smile, smile, smile, smile, smile, smile
Til the sun shines
Just smile for me
Just smile for me, just smile at me
Knowin in your heart that we are free
Free to believe, whateva we feel
so feel something real, baby
hey-hey

came across this song while surfing the net at home..

its raining again, and it has been raining non-stop for a few days now..

I hate rainy days..

it leaves me feeling blue and gloomy..

all activities have to be put on hold..

thanx to the rain.. )=

i had plans to go out in the sun in the evening

maybe to jog around Taman Tun park

but as the rain came (and it is still raining till now)

all i can do is stay home, play games on my Toshiba laptop :P

although this song by Mary J. Blige is all about love

i personally like the part that goes

'smile smile smile till the sun shines'

is it true?

that when people smile the sun will shine

and make my day happy and bright again???

*shivers in cold*

~ rain rain go away, come again another day~

or maybe dont come... =p

i know the rain is important

but pls la! dont rain when i am in the mood to go out for a jog!!

*menyampah tau*

smile smile smile till the sun shines!!

tell me how you feel about the rainy days??? =)

hugssssss*

THE RETURN...

2008-08-26T03:16:00.011+08:00

wow....

it really took me a

loooooooooong loooooooooooooong loooooooooooooooooooooong

time to come back here and construct my blog...

well, been MIA for a real long time...

Lets update some pictures first shall we?? (=

First of all, I was held ''captive'' for 10 days with 15 pretty and gorgeous ladies at Everly Resort Hotel Malacca for Miss Malaysia Earth 2008.

*giggles*

I MISSED THEM ALL!!!~~

Next, I was, and is still busy with a few Malacca government projects - tourism projects to celebrate Malacca's listing as Unesco World Heritage Site.

*clap clap*

CONGRATZ to Melaka and Pulau Pinang!

- Coming Soon -

Also, being brand ambassador for Riso - Galaxy Automation Sdn. Bhd. at the recent Print Exhibition 2008 held at PWTC.

Apart from all that, I modelled for SGXFaces Modelling Agency! =D

Next, I did a make up show for students of APT at Berjaya Times Square.

And I went for Disney's High School Musical, The Ice Tour with BB at Putra Stadium!! *applause*

Then.... it was time for college... A brand new semester!!

Well, there you go.. teasers of what I've been doing for the past 2 months... I'll be adding more posts about those events individually very soon... *fingers crossed*

huggggsssss,

mis Stella

MER DE MEMOIRE

2008-06-25T23:22:00.003+08:00

yippieeee !!!~~~

My personal diary is finally here...

Being a first-timer, blogging seems very complicated to me.

Theres so many buttons to click on, so many features to try on.

But HEY! They are cool... ~woot woot... *winkie wink*

Just wanted to use a different method to de-stress myself, and wat? BLOGGING???

*eyes rolling*

Who knows?? This might be just the right medication....

So, lets give it a try - with my FIRST post. (This definitely is my first here...)

'mer de memoire'

that! is in french terms

AND

carries the meaning 'Seas of Memories'

mer de memoire will soon be a personal e-diary that keeps my life memories together

and to be shared with people, U!

Thats all for the post!...

WAit ~!

That's it????!!!! *puzzling eyes*

Well, yeah... Just an announcement of my BLOG!!!

*evil grin*

No worries.... more to come.

Just stay tuned to mer de memoire..